I never coveted a soggy yellow horse

A red horse with flashy chrome was always my thing. And, thanks to Walter Farley, Arabians were my breed of choice. When my good (red and flashy) horse aged and passed, I took a few years off to have a baby. After that I decided to replace him with one of the same appearance and fiery disposition. I did so, and soon discovered that I wasn’t seventeen any more, nor did I possess the fitness or the nerve to ride like I was. Ms Flashy Replacement knocked me down so many pegs that I questioned everything I thought I knew about horses and riding. (Full story here.)

In 2008, after subsisting on a continuous diet of equestrian humble pie, I brought home a decidedly un-flashy and un-fiery plain bay horse who was so puny that he could barely grow a winter coat, let alone buck me off or run away with me. (Full story here.) I gratefully rode Billy around the farm for 10 years. He became a pampered pet instead of the overworked rental trail horse he once was. Last winter was particularly hard on him; he’s at least thirty years old and it shows. He sustained a serious eye injury that resulted in the loss of most of the sight in his “good” eye. (The other one has a cataract) He became too frail, and too spooky to ride at all.

So there I was, with three full stalls and nobody that I could ride. Ms Flashy is still packing a load of drama, and I was not in a place emotionally to deal with it. I needed another Steady Eddie, but I did not go looking – I didn’t have a place to put him anyway.

Then why am I talking about a yellow horse? Apparently there’s been a place carved out in my heart for one that I didn’t know existed. When my son Jordan was little, I took him to see Spirit: Stallion of the Cimarron, a Dreamworks cartoon that featured a buckskin stallion as protagonist. Mortified, I sat in the theater with “something in my eye” that rivaled my reaction to Terms of Endearment. I had no idea why this movie affected me that way, and I still don’t.

Jordan’s choice for valentine cards that year featured Spirit; I actually still have a couple of them on my desk. Talk about needing to de-clutter… who keeps Valentine cards on their desk for 17 years? (The apple core is not that old – those go to the horses next trip to the barn) And bread wrapper ties are perfect for labeling cords – whenever I get around to that.

I also have a framed copy of Tony Stromberg’s Fierce Grace hanging in my warehouse office. This horse is not a red, flashy Arabian with chrome – but instead a big buckskin with a long black mane trimmed in wispy white.

So – like that time I was sitting here minding my own business and the next thing I knew we were tearing down a massive barn and using pieces to remodel the house (full story here) – I innocently answered a Facebook friend’s question about something unrelated to horses entirely. All of a sudden, she’s telling me that she’s rehoming one of her good horses. Now, I’ve been creeping this gal’s profile for years, envious of her outdoorsy trail riding adventures in some of the most beautiful country in the USA, riding exceptionally nice horses. The idea of riding one of those well trained, experienced mounts was very attractive to me.

I find myself telling her that if the home prospect she had for the horse doesn’t work out, that I would be interested. Apparently, I completely forgot that all our stalls are currently full. It seemed that her rehoming plan was well forged and on it’s way to completion anyway, so nothing to worry about in the stall building department. But then, a few days later I then find myself meeting for the first time, the giant, yellow, soggy Bennie.

My butt will never look big atop this guy.

Now, soggy is a word that is new to my vocabulary. In fact, the first time I saw it used to describe a horse for sale (not that I was looking at horses for sale…) I had to Google it. In a nutshell it describes a horse that is obviously heavy with muscle—very strong, thick and stout. More here. At 16.1h and 1,600 pounds, Bennie certainly meets that criteria. I am tall, so pleased with the idea of a mount whose barrel fills in under my leg. Bennie’s previous owner is a couple hands shorter than I – and climbing onto something that big out in the woods did not please her at all.

She tells me he’s been “off” for a while and they can’t sort it out. His hooves abscess frequently in spite of excellent shoeing performed at regular intervals. He’s got a hock that’s bothering him but the latest vet workup yields a prognosis that is “good”. At only ten years old, he’s got many useful years ahead of him, and I, having read a bazillion accounts of barefoot proponents telling about folks pulling shoes off mysteriously lame horses – and them magically becoming sound – I was sure I could do the same. Besides, he was not that lame anyway. I rode him and couldn’t feel that he was off much. The only bad steps he took were when he was asked to turn sharply.

I designed the sweatshirt before I got the horse, yet their colors coordinate, right down to the tawny gold color I chose for the embroidery thread on the Heartbeat Horse. You can see a closeup here

Two weeks later, Bennie was standing in my nice, soft pasture on bare feet. He acclimated easily, and I immediately recruited his services as a prop for taking pictures of HoofPrints new product line for Fall.

He’d only been here a few days when we did this photo shoot, and he was impressively cooperative and engaging. These were taken in a big pasture, and there was nothing stopping him from leaving the scene and going to eat grass. Instead he stayed and did exactly what I needed him to. Look how interested he is in the new purse! I cannot express how much I appreciated that. Can you imagine what it must feel like to a horse, to take a trailer ride and end up in a whole new home where every creature you encounter is a stranger, the food and drink is all completely different and you don’t know where you’re supposed to go or what you’re supposed to do?

This new burnout fabric hooded sweatshirt is super soft, textured, and tie-dyed! Unlike many burnout fabric garments I’ve considered, this one actually has some substance to it, so you can expect it to keep you warm like a regular sweatshirt. It’s screenprinted with a distressed winged horse, along with the words; Horses Lend Us the Wings we lack; a HoofPrints exclusive. More info here

He was charming and perfect and I was already fantasizing about gallivanting across the newly harvested fields later that month.

But the gallivanting never came. His footsore-ness steadily increased, no matter what I did or what terrain he was on. His soggy stature was also quite a bit on the plump side, so our thinning grass helped him to slim down considerably. This should have relieved him some by having less weight to carry on his sore feet, but it did not. As winter set in, I curated a diet of clean grass hay with just a tiny bit of low starch pelleted feed to carry his minerals and anti inflammatory meds. He did and does continue to worsen. My vet says his soles are thin and that it’ll take fancy farriery to fix him. But the previous owner had him in everything from bar shoes to pads, with no improvement.

So here I am with yet another horse I can’t ride. A horse whose picture I hung in my office – years before he was even born. A horse who found his way to me when I was not even looking for a horse – in a size, color and shape that I’d never have purposely chosen. I know God’s sending me a lesson here, but I sure can’t figure out what it is. Do I recruit a team of professionals to try to sort this out – even though previous owner did exactly that – and it all failed? Giving him time to heal himself seemed like a good idea when it was winter and nobody was doing much anyway – but now that spring is here and horses should be romping, not hobbling – I am feeling much guilt for my lack of aggressive action. Do I give up and just let him go? Try something else?

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  1. Hi Gina, As someone who has dealt with laminitic horses for years, and lots of thin soles. My farrier and I designed a shoe that may help your Soggy Yellow horse and it is fairly simple to make and put on. If you would like more information on what we called “The Shadow Shoe” – Shadow being the name of my horse we made this for, just let me know. Doesn’t your husband shoe horses or used to? I would certainly be glad to speak to either of you. Feel free to call me most anytime. I’m in New York so it’s EST. I think it would be worth a try if thin ouchy soles is your problem. Mona Liberty, Plattsburgh, NY 518-563-2642

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    • Thanks for the input Mona – to be truthful, we don’t know WHAT we are dealing with here. A thin soled horse would be more comfortable on soft footing, and this guy is not. I am planning to make a sequel blog post that has more particulars about what’s going on with him, with pictures of his feet, etc. To look at his foot, it actually looks quite robust. The walls are fairly thick and he grows quickly; we’re trimming every 6 weeks and he’s always got plenty to take off. No chips or cracks. Heels are a little forward of where folks like them, but they are not terrible by any stretch. I’d like to see his frogs a little bigger/wider, but for a horse that’s been in shoes year-round for a few years with no time off barefoot they actually look pretty good. He’s a puzzler for sure.


  2. Hello Gina – have you tried https://www.e3liveforhorses.com/ or https://equinemedsurg.com/faq/heiro/ ? We have a mare that got a bad case of laminitis this winter, and I used the E3Live for horses since it didn’t interfere with her meds. Then as soon as I got her off thyroxine I switched to the Heiro. When we can afford it I plan to get more of the E3Live for this winter. She’s doing a lot better now, but who knows exactly why since we’ve done lots of things and maybe it’s everything combined with warmer weather and more exercise. I would recommend checking out the E3Live for horses since they have before and after images showing a thicker foot bed, and your Bernie may just need some powerful nutrient therapy. (Speaking of nutrient therapy, I love Genesis Gold too, thank you for introducing me to that a few months ago – and doesn’t it have blue green algae in it too?) Also, check out this link on minerals – http://calmhealthyhorses.com/facebook/mineral.html. I think potassium may have been a contributor to our problem (long story). Lastly, I really enjoy Hoofprints and your blog. I hope this helps in some way. ~ Julie in New Mexico

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    • Thanks for the kind words about the blog, and for your support of HoofPrints’ products. I only offer products that I sincerely believe in; folks trusting my recommendations mean a lot to me.
      I will check out the supplements you’ve linked here. I have a feeling that Bennie’s problem is more systemic than about his feet specifically. I plan to post a sequel story with pictures of his hooves and more info about what I’ve tried so far to help him.
      He’s currently getting a comprehensive vitamin and mineral blend from HorseTech, to which they’ve custom mixed extra flax (for omega 3 – anti inflammatory) and joint support (for his hocks and navicular). I’m giving him Genesis Gold http://bit.ly/2ZcGDaY but at a dose much smaller than he should be getting as it is so expensive. The Hormone Queen makes another product called Sacred 7 and he’s getting that, too – it’s a blend of amino acids that’s actually the base ingredients for Genesis Gold. (HoofPrints doesn’t offer that yet but will in the future) It’s comparable to this product for horses https://www.teamequinety.com/
      Like you with your laminitic mare, I’m putting so much stuff at him at once that if something does help I won’t be able to figure out exactly what it was – but I am desperate to help him feel better.


  3. Hello Gina, So interesting reading about your Bernie.. I had a paint horse that I lost at 28 due to cancer.. But when i bought her she had laminitis really bad, Against my vet advice I bought her.. I had fell in love with her so I bought her knowing this.
    Gina, I did so much studying about this horrible affliction that so many horses have.. I came across an article in a little paper we get here called “The Horse and Pony”. You may have tried it, but if not I recommend it wholly.
    It a formula made by K.C. Kelly, PhD called “Equine Leg Magic”. I ordered this and kept Shanni on it for the rest of her life. It actually healed her Laminitis.And she has it so bad her hoofs had flared..She was sound as could be within 3 months of taking this formula.. Also taking her off Sweet Feed..
    I know your horse has a different problem, but if you go to her web site and read her story about the foul that was born with bad legs you may want to try this if you haven’t already. Here’s the info:Website:www.EquineLegMagic.Net………… EMail:EquineLegMagic@aol.com… Cell phone # 352-283-6331. I hope you find a solution that works.. He is a beautiful horse. . And I love reading your adventures in horse and dog life. I’m 82 and still ride and love my horses.. And dogs……. Good luck.. I love everything I’ve order from you..Barbara

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  4. Best of luck with Mr. Bennie. I have been seeing him in your emails, and was wondering whose horse was this? He sure is handsome.

    By personal choice, I have not ridden in years. I have five Icelandics. Once we become a horse’s guardian we keep them for life. Even if I wanted to ride, I only have one rideable pony. Our 31 year old mare has bad arthritis and is on Previcox and even started to canter again. She also has PPID. Our 29 year old mare broke her right cannon bone at age 12, and now the leg is starting to break down. She also has PPID and is on Previcox. Our 27 year old mare had a stroke on the 4th of July last year. She has a wobbly hind end, and she has to think a lot when she moves. She still canters, but it looks disjointed. She has fallen down while cantering too fast downhill. Our 24 year old mare is the one I could still ride if I wanted to ride a high spirited horse being overweight and out of shape. She was always a handful for me. I tell her she was lucky to land at our farm where we understand her and would never try to break her spirit. I have learned from her how not to get mad and take her actions personally. She is just one of those horses who notices every little change in her environment, and her first thought is to be worried about it. She keeps an eye on everything like a watchdog. Finally, our gelding who is 16 years old and has had laminitis since age 10. We lost his half-sister at age 10 to that horrible disease. We have it under control with only feeding him about 1% of his body weight in forage. He lives on a dry lot. With his sister we made many mistakes. He gets to be with his whole herd part of the day during summer and all day during winter when they all live on the dry lot. We have a small 5 acre pasture so we have to keep them off of it in winter as they will just tear up the turf.

    Thanks for reading my long story. I guess my point is that we still enjoy caring for them and interacting with them and having them as “family” for all these years. My husband retired this year. He is really enjoying taking a more active role in the everyday care of the horses. Before he was just mowing the pasture and mending all the things that can break on a little hobby farm.

    One day we will be looking for another horse because there will be one horse left standing alone. I don’t think it will be next year, but it will be sooner than we care to think about. We will probably take someone’s old horse that can’t be “used” for what they used to be “used” for. We are getting a lot of experience caring for geriatric and ill horses.

    Happy trails to all who have shared here. Gina, I hope you can find some answers for Bennie. Love the little blonde girl’s clueless look as to how the new horse arrived at the barn!


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    • It’s always wonderful to hear from you Andria… your gang is fortunate to have someone so attentive looking after them in their golden years. Billy is the first horse I’ve owned who has outlived his teeth; that is such a management challenge (expensive, too).


      • Gina,

        Thanks for the kind words. I have read about the management of the toothless horse in both “The Horse” and “Equus” magazines. Perhaps in a future blog you may want to write about the management challenge of your Billy who has outlived his teeth. I am certainly interested in reading about it from the caretaker’s point of view. The articles I have read only discuss from a clinical point of view. Good stuff for sure, but I always enjoy knowing what the person who is caring for the horse on a daily basis is dealing with.

        Best wishes to you and your 2-legged and 4-legged family. BTW, your new catalog looks great. I know you will keep up posted on what is going on with your herd.



      • Hi Gina, I don’t know how your horse is doing now because this post i 2 years old, but it struck me that maybe pads would help since he seemed better until you pulled his shoes. Also, if it is navicular, Osphos often helps a lot. Best of luck!


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